I never met such a guy in my life and it’s scary !
I seriously dun feel like revealing who he is , but in short , scary , he will do anything to get everything. I have been really too naive to be so close and to trust so much on someone i just knew… now i see who he actually is.
Read this :
xx says:
nvm… if i din know any better … think bout all the other alternatives i good have done
xx says:
i could have bitched bout u..i could have trashed ur party… i couldhave wacked him
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
but why
xx says:
i could have bad named him … i could have told u everything bad bout him… i could have done so many irresponsible things but i did not..i did not even choose to blame anything on u when every one is condemning u behind u whitout u knowing
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
i mean , is there any point for u to do that
xx says:
any point in doing all that i said i could have done? u don seem to get the impression
xx says:
another older gal im talking to now knows all bout us coz shes my close fren and she also got it half way tru
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
fine i dun care what ppl talk bout me i know waht im doing and i seriously dun need any single one to judge what im doing
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
i got it i know what u wanna tell me , but sorry , i dun think there is any evidence for me to trust u
xx says:
and after all this ..after everything… u saying this sentence to me?
xx says:
wow
xx says:
now i really c u as who u are
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
i dun und why cant we just be friends like what we were , u made me pissed all the time , everythg u said to me made me reali uncomfortable
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
everytime i tried so hard to act normal , chat normally to u but what is it in return
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
u told me all this stuff
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
its not tht i dun wana trust u but since u have told me more than once , i already got it , I GOT IT , u know ?
xx says:
why cant u juz wake up …and realize that ur feeling uncomfortable becoz i only say the truth to u
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
but u seem to repeat it over and over again.
xx says:
the truth cuts
xx says:
nvm
xx says:
ju was right
xx says:
forget bout it..i should have listened months ago
xx sent 12/3/2007 11:20 PM:
i shouldhave listened to everyone
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
yes everyone else is true , i am not a good girl , and even if i am , i am not someone u deserve
xx says:
watever
xx says:
i should have listened to everyone around me to ignore u
xx says:
since the beggining
xx says:
so everything i wrote in my blog was correct after all… i all do counts for nothing… at the end it is still this
xx says:
nvm
xx says:
i can forget bout it
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
better forget it
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
i thought u are a man , 22 yearold , should be able to act mature , be responsible in all ur doing and thinking but who knows WE actually lost our respect to u. afterall u r like those random guy who cant get their love , ok i mean u are worse.
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
sorry for being too honest
Joycee Sleepy Bee says:
stop here. BYE.
“LISTENED TO EVERYONE TO IGNORE ME” ?! WHAT THE FUCK I HAVENT EVEN IGNORE YOU LIKE WHAT EVERYONE AROUND ME ASKED ME TO. WHY IS THERE SUCH A GUY IN THE WORLD !!!
AND WHY THE HELL SHOULD PEOPLE CONDEMN ABOUT ME WHILE I DO NOTHING WRONG BUT JUST THAT I DON’T FEEL THE SAME TO YOU ?
AND WHAT’S THE TRUTH THAT I AM SUPPOSED TO KNOW ? SINCE HE TOLD ME WHAT HE WANNA TELL , THAT IS ENOUGH. ONCE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH. I WOULD KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO AND WHAT I WANT , I AM 19 DO I STILL NEED YOU TO TEACH ME WHAT SHOULD I DO ? ok HE THINKS I AM INFATUATED HE THINKS I AM LIVING IN MY OWN FANTASY WORLD HE THINKS I AM STUPID TO STEP INTO THE TRAP. IF HE THINKS WHAT HE THINKS IS RIGHT , THEN OK I AM STUPID !
THANK YOU IF YOU THINK YOU DO EVERY SINGLE THING IS ALL FOR MY OWN GOOD. BUT IF IT’S FOR MY SAKE , LEAVE ME ALONE !
WHO CAN TAKE THIS. DEFINITELY NOT ME.
