ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU lalala ~

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

Time passes like meteor , twinkle your eyes and it comes to the end of the year !

It’s christmas AGAIN , despite eating turkeys , singing christmas songs , wearing santa hats , seeing santa clauses , making gingerbreads , decorating christmas trees … what else do people do ?

Research shows that majority celebrates for christmas , INFORMALLY ! like us.

So … for this christmas eve , we went for dinner , pool , fussball plus drinking. please please , who the heck will countdown and shout MERRY CHRISTMAS as the clock strikes 12 ? to be honest i did ! but this year , YA *proud* ! i did not do that this year ! *proud again*

and i did not see even one crazy drunk man like i met so many during national day countdown u know ! This proves that … MALAYSIANS love national day more than christmas. *GRIN*

PICZO synchronized into such a way which i don’t have to caption :

i overnighted in rach’s house and surprisingly , after talking so much during the outing , we still did so much of pillow talks i think … we lied on the bed at 3am and we talked till 4am. AND OF COURSE , we did not gossip. We had such a philosophical talk and i love her so much

Sometimes , all out of a sudden , she could come out with words that surprise me , amaze me and … comfort me. u’re my gal

SOOOOOO. After such a tiring christmas eve , i didn’t expect myself to go out again to celebrate for christmas today. So i stayed home , slept tv worked out and slept. AND … went out for a christmas dinner and a lil of shopping in MidValley.

i spent too much , gotta be thrifty , did not intend to buy… but ended up I OVER SPENT AGAIN AND AGAIN.

mmh mh sobz !

PICS in a pic :

CHRISTMAS WISH LISTS ?

- fully occupied
- *43KGs* DIET DIET DIET
- pretty pretty
- first classes in all the subjects (dream on huh?)
- sickness all go away !
- all my wishes come true true !
- bad lucks SHOOOH !

CHEER UP SILLY GIRL

Previously my msn pm was ” I can’t be more sad than this “

Lol , simply wanted to vent my anger but people do care haha i thought no one would actually bother reading that.

So the very next day , this person called me and asked for my pictures. as many as i can.

Errrrrm , a very close friend , so i gave him the entire folder of my pictures except some 18SX ones lolx , without wondering his motives ! I thought he simply just adores me so he wants to keep my pictures !!! HAHAHAH ! kd.

And then … today he smsed me , asked me to check my emails.

Found his name with the title ” CHEER UP SILLY GIRL ” !

My first thought was …”he must be sending some lame jokes”

EEE ? attachment file. downloaded it…. and i had this :

I smiled. from the deepest of my heart.

this is pretty simple and not much of works but it simply makes my day ! 

[but at the same time , im wondering... i gave u an entire folder of my pictures which contain more than 30 pictures and why the hell u only picked two ! hahaha. artist's style i will never knew.]

by the way i love it , real much.

So this entry , is specially written for you , thanks a gazillion.

SMILE WIDE WIDE

by the way , u summore drew a flower ! draw upper next time. it looks a bit wrong sided now… and why the SEXY SWEET ! i dare not to put in friendster , people might think why am i so shameless ! tsk !

STILL , thank you !

early bird

GOOD MORNING !

wow… i finally have this chance to say good morning… since i used to wake up after 12

And this morning , we decided to go breakfast. yes this is what we USED to do during school times. but after graduating secondary , people all went here and there. it isnt easy to gather all us up to … sacrifice our sleeping time ok.

ESPECIALLY ME. i slept for 3 hours ! the moment they morning called me… i was like WHAT THE HELLLL. wacky teens are crazy.

and i remember once i actually suggested the breakfast and i myself couldn’t get up. i got badly teased ! lolx

so today I actually woke up at 6am… arrived the stall at 6.30am which is pretty early… !

7.30am now. i’m home. (finally i saw the sky turning bright from dark again) supposed to sleep back but i can’t lol. im so freaking sleepy actually ! It’s just … dunno.

BY THE WAY !!!

received this email which kinda cheers me up a lil.

Seriously i was playing and wasnt serious

this might be some kinda cheating mechanism no one knows. so assume it as. take it easy. cause i seriously think that poem was … so-so.

So … plan for today , beauty saloon (girlie stuffies) , hair-treatment , gathering , and jogging !

i miss shopping. *GRIN

Thanks buddies.

Sincerely , truthfully , thankfully ,

T.h.a.n.k.s…

Ju lien

Justin 

Nelson

Calvin

Michael

Soon Hoi

Sandeep

Puisan

XiaoHeng

E.e.

and … i guess that’s all.

Recent Picture

been missing me badly ? knew it.

here i have my MOST recent picture :

What i’ve been doing all this while …

hang out hang out and hang out… been seeing old friends unintentionally. LOL kemaman is just too small and wherever u go , u gotta just busy greeting people.

oh ya let me caption my picture first , that’s HALLE and she got her new POSH hairstyle. damn pretty ! i damn jealous she always got nice hairstyles while i just don’t know what to do with my hair other than tying it up like an auntie !

We were straying beside the road at 12am because the shops all were closed and , SIGH ke-ma-man -,-

Before ending this short entry ,

truly congratulations to alif whom won the 1st place in the skateboarding competition ! lol.

so proud of u muax.

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Let’s talk about the weather

Hello Hello. Howdy !

Almost the whole Malaysia is flooded ! And the east-west highway is actually barred from using. For those who intends to use the highway , you shall have better plans

This morning when i flipped thru the paper , MUAR IS TERRIBLY FLOODED.

MOLLY TAN ! r u ok. is ur place flooded as well ? are you sitting on the rooftop and waiting for some rescue teams now ? lolx. well , seriously , buzz me anytime… if u need help ! (if i can help)

Chihuahua is not flooded.

i repeat , KE-MA-MAN is NOT flooded. So stop worrying about me.

everyday is a rainy day in kemaman. it’s not fun i cant even go to the beach and i cant go jogging in the morning in astaka , i cant go roofless yam cha place , i just cant go out.

Everytime i go out , i would come back in wet. ain’t kidding.

I dont use ugly umbrella and i dun have a nice one so … thats why.

So fast it’s weekend again ! wait , do u people know the weekend in kemaman is friday and saturday ? NO ?
bad for u. bear this in mind now. So sunday is just a weekday in kemaman. and thursday night is like saturday night … this sounds really confusing but nvm… people here love thursday nights. (i guess)

So what i did today. I went to dad’s company to do nothing… just to accompany my mum but i spent time reading cleo and then went to bank and i was supposed to wait for more than 50 numbers but THANK GOD ! well , a guy gave me his number and instead of waiting for more than an hour , i actually waited for only 5 minutes. The number he gave me was like few numbers after the current one. THANKSSSS. what i did to have such a luck…

and then i came back home , with all wet. told you so.

POST without pictures gonna be boring i know.

how about picture without me ?

He’s on my friendster ! 

he looks so freaking good in this picture right. miss you darl.

STOP IT

I just have no more tears for this… stop telling me please.

Emo Emo

GIMME GIMME !

surprisingly i am listening to this song.

surprisingly i actually sing this song and it comes out naturally.

surprisingly i downloaded this song.

surprisingly i listen to it repeatedly.

surprisingly i begin to like this song…

well , why is it so “surprisingly” u might wonder. it’s because i hate this song. i should re-correct my statement : I used to hate this song.

and surprisingly , now i don’t ?

MOST PROBABLY i am missing him too badly.

Tonight is an emo night for me , was talking to ju about who i was and who i am.

Who i was , the kemaman girl ?

Yes , i was once so immature , i was once having all the silly thoughts , i was once that childish to believe in ‘happily ever after’ , i was once having only positive thinkings.

I actually thought that people can love me unconditionally , care for me for i’m the only one … and i ain’t kidding , listen , i even thought that fairy tales with only happy endings will happen to me. so silly right… well this is embarrassing to tell but i seriously thought what age im gonna get married , have my kids and all !

I even created my husband , my kids , my ideal home in THE SIMS. don’t laugh !

Leaving kemaman to see the ruthless world outside , i see clear changes in me myself , that is so drastic… no more fairy tales. ju said im growing up , am i ? but why do big girls still cry ?

who am i ?

i am someone who doesn’t look at my future , assuming that something bad is gonna happen in the next second. i do what my heart leads… i never did this. I used to think so long , all the consequences of my doings. i care so much about how people see me , are they gonna bitch bout me , should i this and that … omg. and i am not anymore. wait , is this a good thing ?

This afternoon i actually flipped thru my diary (dont laugh just because i wrote diary,everyone did that when they are young! haha) … i found myself really funny , i actually wrote this : i wish love doesn’t exist in this world.

WTH ? stop laughing !!! i was young… cinderella is now dead don’t u know that, kemaman girl ?

why m i crapping grannily.

ouh late at this hour , i miss him even more…

I found my picture in this computer

As you know i have not been coming back home for more than half a year , i am so surprised to see my pictures in this pc ! Seriously i don’t even remember that i’ve ever taken these pictures. what the hell.

If im not mistaken , these pictures were taken in 2007 this year itself so no clear changes i guess ?

I have more and more ugly pictures to post but i am so sleepy already. it’s 2.34am now okay and i am still awake to watch football while they are playing like shit ! eeeeeeeeeew.

good nite sweeties.